Ten seconds of silence

At least once a day I remember my husband.  Always at one o’ clock.

For as long as we were together — which was a gobsmacking 47 years, I should add — he was in charge of the clocks.

He’d set them, check them, every couple of days.  It never took long, because unless a battery died or an old wound one wound down,  they were never wrong.

Oh, and power outages.  He loved those.

We watched a documentay once about the Queen’s clockman.  Whenever there was a time change he’d have to manually adjust all of the clocks in Windsor Castle and it would take him almost all day to do.

“Now that’s a real job.  I can respect a job like that,” he said.

He was dead three weeks later.

My husband, not the clockman.

That’s not why I think of him, though.

Every day, after the call-in show, I hear a familiar voice:

“The beginning of the long dash following ten seconds of silence indicates exactly one o’clock, Eastern Standard Time.”

My wrist watch says it’s 12:55 — I always did run slow, he said.

The wall clock says it’s 4:03 — I can’t reach it to change it, anyway.

And the microwave says 12:00.  12:00.  12:00.  Power outage.  I can’t remember when.

Every day at one o’clock it’s like New Year’s Eve for me.  The day starts over, but nothing really changes.

One time my home care worker said that she’d set them all right for me.  She thought that would be a nicer tribute.

But I like it this way.  I think maybe it makes him feel needed.

He is.


A departure from my usual “my kid said something hilarious!” and “hey lookee mah talkin’ box makes picture stories!” content, the post above was written in response to this week’s writing challenge, starting over, and in tribute to the National Research Council time signal, Canada’s “longest running but shortest radio programme.”

Comments

  1. I read it a bit confused thinking wow she doesn’t look old enough to have been married that long, great taster to a story love it. glad its not really you :)

  2. Alastair says:

    Moving … very moving

  3. mulliganstew77 says:

    Awesome.

  4. bzmomma says:

    {hugs}

  5. iRuniBreathe says:

    Gotta love the NRC.
    Great story too.

    • Jeni says:

      I’ll love it for as long as we have it; don’t have a lot of faith that the current federal gov’t appreciates its value … (and thanks!)

  6. calahan says:

    *insert smiley face emoticon*

  7. well done, really well done

  8. nice, touching story

  9. Pat says:

    This is really good, Jeni. I don’t think you could have improved it with editing into a poem.

  10. joy2wrld says:

    I loved this. You do an amazing job!

  11. Maybe there’s another blog in your future? Let me know because I’ll want to be the first to sign up…this is remarkable.

    • Jeni says:

      You’re too kind! Between paid writing work and volunteer writing work and these two pesky humans who call me “Mama,” I don’t have a lot of time for fiction (I’m envisioning a blog updated quarterly). I’m glad I came across the weekly writing challenges, though — it’s a nudge in the productive direction.

  12. Gripping and poignant. (And I too, was trying to figure out the ‘been together 47 years’ – was going to ask for your fountain of youth formula. :D ) – Suzan -

  13. plaridel says:

    i guess it’s time to invest in an atomic clock. you won’t have to worry about setting the time anymore. that’ll give your hubby time to worry about other things in the house. :)

  14. Well done, very impactful.

  15. frizztext says:

    you wrote a nice tribute to your husband, R.I.P.
    - maybe my wife will remember me, looking at
    my Cuckoo Clock …

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